Mendicant

I leave my cell by my bedside to hear the last voice before I sleep.
I learnt to make dishes that I'll eat for the rest of my life.
I vacant my birthday to be surprised by a plan I didn't make.
I stay the extra hour online to see a becoming offline status before mine.
I look out for the special habit I never thought I would pick up.
I say the words I would be saying everytime I remember where I got it from.
I spot the things I never used to see in the eyes that are not mine.
I do the things I will be doing for this moment now.
I leave a space everywhere I don't occupy.
But,
You, fill in the gaps.